hmms..just thinking about it, it's funny. seldom people ask you to be yourself. i mean, i always try to live to everyone's expectations and stufff. n sometimes it can be quite tiring. i know we shouldn't be living like how others expect us, and live how God wants us to live. yadayadayadayada. but how often do we really do that? in school we live by what our friends think of us. if we're hardworking and they say we are smart n stuff..then we will want to prove them right. in church, everyone(or at least how i feel it's mainly everyone) expects us to be THAT christian. you know, mature, love God, holy, kind, loving..blahblahblah..and ya. so we try as we might to be who people want us to be and yet never once stopping to ask God who He wants us to be.



God, please help me to be who you want me to be. Help me to remeber that man sees the outside but You see the heart. I need You. Help me to start this new year, anew and afresh with you. Help me to pray more and love you more. Amen


His Way Is Perfect

When my way seems dark and drear and the future I don’t know,
My heart feels so empty as the tears unending flow.
When my heart breaks with sorrow and a tempest fills my soul,
This one thing I know for sure, my God is in control.

His way is perfect, His way is perfect.
Though I don’t understand His wise and loving plan,
His way is perfect.
His way is perfect.
Take my life and make a vessel purified.
God makes no mistakes His way is best.

When the toils of life are come and my heart is worn with care,
I faint ‘neath the burden of a cross I cannot bear.
When the joy has departed from my sorrow stricken soul,
This one thing I know for sure, my God is in control.




how long more?
can't you hear me scream?


just suffering in silence...


okay. i'm finally back from camp. tired. lots of lack of sleep. but i leant some during the camp. some very important things. i fine that lots of pple have changed. including me. i guess that is part of growing up. ya. though things will never be the same again, like how i always wish- but i have to just look forward and ahead, insted of looking back tying to bring the pass to life. it's hard. i'm learning.

camp.
what can i say? though it wasn't my best. still- i guess God had a plan anywae.

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