Thursday, June 22, 2006
wanted to go for street E, but in the end, didn't.
so dead cos haven't finished my hw.
will be on course for 3 days.
wouldn't be able to go church on fri, sat or sun. aww..
rushing for time, LORD help.
God, let me be a young woman after Your heart.
P.S sry, if i can't really reply ur tags pple..=)
living by FAITH
for CHRIST
at 8:42 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
Leadership camp was GREAT. thank God. =D
messages were soild. bonding was good. games were meaningful.
you know, God really does answer prayers. On sat, in the morning during qt, i prayed and asked GOD to speak to me today. I told HIM i wanted to hear His voice. I wanted to meet Him. okay, then the day carried on as usual. even at mac ite, i was thinking...i'll be gng back tonite already. only left afew hours, will GOD really answer my prayer and meet me today?
During the evening message, God really worked in my heart. about commitment to GOD's will. i know i hadn't. There were areas in my life which i had refused to let God take control. during the descison making time, oh, it was such a struggle. I did not know wheather to commit..what if i commited and then couldn't live up to it? fear overwelmed me..i had many doubts. after some time, the battle was won. I told God, "LORD, i believe, help Thou mine unbelief." I committed to the will of GOD that night. Amen, praise GOD.
then there was a second decision..not really decision, but indication..i too was struggling, cos i was wondering, was it me that wanted to go into the ministry, or was it God who was burdening me. but to tell you the truth, maybe around the age of 9? i had a desire to become a missionary, To China? Phillipines? Indonesia? Cambodia? I don't know. that would be for God to decide.
After the message, i asked Kim ( a missonary to Asia) a question. then i went on to confirm with her all my doubts and stuff. Just thank God for a sweet and blessed time. =D praise You God for what you are doing and are going to do.
Sunday
I had an 800m race. Thank GOD for strength to run. =0) GOD answered 2 prayers today too.
Thank God for a new PB(persornal best) timing.
Monday
which is today..hmms. been catching up on my hw. planning to do a nice blogskin soon. also to label my christian library, and sort it out. please pray that i will have the courage to start giving out tracts and sharing about Jesus. pray too for my Bible reading, yup. thanks. =0)
living by FAITH
for CHRIST
at 8:24 PM