felt so weak today, even to pray.
come what may,
i'll have to go through the day.

then i saw the light,
when i opened The Book to the centre.
It spoke, right to my heart,
as if to say:
"My Child, strength comes from Me,
and all you have to do is ask."

I then realised my folly,
Oh, to think that i could do it with my own strenth.

Strength comes from above.

this week's been passing by really slowly.
tuesday seems like wednesday.
but i'm looking forward to thursay! :)

*to sidetrack..haha.

the dragon has awakened!
no more slacking.
i'm going all out for what i want,
and i'll prove you wrong when you say
i can't change and i've no potential.
just you wait and see!

*
anything is possible,
but you have to believe,
and you have to fight!

-Lance Armstrong


i need a miracle.
everthing's in a swirl.
my heart's haevy,
but what's the key?

*
go to You?
but You're involved.
go to You?
but You aren't listening. (Oh what a lie)
go to You?
but You are so far. (another lie)
go to You?
but You wouldn't understand.(really?)

*silence*

come to Me,
for though I'm involved, I'm supposed to be in everything, right?
come to Me,
I'm always listening, My ears are wide open.
come to Me,
I'm always with you, right by your side.
come to Me,
for I AM the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End.
COME TO ME,
dear child, for my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
lay every burden down, at the foot of the cross.

I want to, Lord, but...but... i'm not sure if i can.

why, dear child?

Lord, i want to believe. Help Thou mine unbelief. I want to trust.
*

Father,
my eyes have wondered away from You.
bring me back to You.
i'm overwhelmed by everything going on around me and i forget that i have a God who is greater than my greatest problem. thank You that You are here for me. Lord, i know it too much in the head, but too little in the heart.

Abba Father, i cry to You.


Rescue by Jared Anderston

You are the source of the life
I can't be left behind
No one else will do
I will take hold of you

Chorus:
I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go
There's no other name by
Which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow you

This world has nothing for me
I will follow You
This world has nothing for me
I will follow You

my heart is crying out:
I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go?


Code 1

My shadow and I,
taking wedding day steps.
feeling emo.
Who am I?
Is this a mask?

The after effects of the high slowly set in,
only to be rudly awakened
by the electrifying cracks of silver,
on the vast dark background.
I stop short on my tracks,
my heart skips a beat.
Goosebumps appear.

A storm is coming.
Code 1.


from dusk to dawn,
i will fight on.


The night is cool,
my heat otherwise.
New blood to deoxygenated veins.
A fire burning within.

On my bed, head under my pillow,
I find solace beneath the shadow of Your wings.
Sweet fellowship like never before,
You bid me call.

To embrace You.
To feel the warm glow of Your love.
Your seamless face.

Your nail pierced hands in mine,
Your strong arms carrying me,
as we walk down the beach.

Only one set of footprints,
for you have carried me,
all the way.


At the foot of the cross
Where grace and suffering meet
You have shown me Your love
Through the judgment You received
And You've won my heart
Yes You've won my heart now I can

Trade these ashes in for beauty
And wear forgiveness like a crown
Coming to kiss the feet of mercy
I lay every burden down at the foot of the cross

At the foot of the cross
Where I am made complete
You have given me life
Through the death You bore for me
And You've won my heart
And You've won my heart now I can


The trees grow,
the clouds move,
life goes on.

The sun shines,
the earth rotates,
life goes on.

Children grow up,
cities modernize,
life goes on.

Smooth sailing or choppy seas,
bright or rainy days,
still life goes on.


Daddy,
where are You when i need You most?
my head tells me You're right beside me,
but my heart tells me otherwise.

Life is like a roller coaster ride all gone wrong.
it'll stop for no one.
not even Your kid.

What i need now is hope and purpose?
I've seen the rainbow, but what comes after?

I'm just so weary of life.
Please give me a fire from heaven,
a fire to rekindle the fire in my heart, Daddy.

And even if You don't,
teach me to be content with walking, and waiting.
To be patient. To hope. and to have faith.

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