what must i do,
to have that abundant life?
everytime i want to get close to You,
You are there.
but i slip away from You.
Lord, i'm tired.
tired of falling, failing and
sinning.
tired of living the self-life.
Father, what must i do to be free?
Could you please free your dear child?
i don't want to go on like that anymore.
i can't.
i don't want to look back and say how i wish i could be like that again.
i trust that You have better things for me then that.
the past-it's past.
i just don't know what to do. Lord show me the way.
Father, im at a cross road in life now.
and i need Your help.
I want to be right in the centre of Your will.
What You say do, i'll do.
Where You say go, i'll go.
help me to know exactly what you want me to do and where you want me to go.
i want to rest in You.
help me to do just that.
I love You. but i want to love You even more.


"REFLECTION"
Performed by Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think that you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday, it's as if I play a part
Now I see, if I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?

I am now in a world where
I have to hide my heart and what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What's inside my heart and be loved for who I am

Who is the girl I see, staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show, who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with the need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal what we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time

When will my reflection show who I am inside?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?


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argh. maybe im just thinking too much.

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