Okay, i decided to post again. hmm, i'm at home now. yup. got a 4 day mc from the doc. and a 1 week no training after that. so altogether about 2 weeks no training. then after that got teenz camp, so another 1 week no training. dunno what my coach will say. most prob my fitness will drop.hmms, down will fever. but now feeling better. mon mornin started with headache. then i had this sick feeling. so i guessed i had fever. so sturbbon me didn't want to go back to dorm to rest, but after science period was feeling quite terrible so went back to dorm. selpt like 3 hours till 2. then woke up ate hot porridge for lunch. went back up to dorm to rest sommore. no afternoon training for me. =( decided to go home cos really felt very sick. went home and took my tem, wow, 39.5 there. went to the docs. was like so weak, and was shiverring. the doc look at my throat then say "oh, very bad." say dunno what got virus blah blah blah.. then ya. so i've been home and will be till sun nite when i go back to school. finding it quite bored at home. hahas. okay. you know what?

i have to miss OBS. saddness and grief. but i told God if it was His will i would be fine with it. btw, i leant a very impt lesson on Saturday. okay. i have this CIP thing i have to do for 4 weeks for my scolarship thing. 3 hours each. sat go back to school to help out. so i was thinking pon lah. then i go help out for bbq. ok, then my parents were like you need to be responsible, call you cher in charge and ask if you can dun go. i called, she wanted me to go. Bah!
okay, so lesson learnt is:

Don't assume that anything having to do with church is God's will. Ask Him first before assuming. =)

i mean, helping out with food preparation for a teens BBQ is good. not bad. but i also have a responsibiltiy of attending my CIP. so ya, that's it for my lesson learnt.

okay, getting back to missing OBS and getting this fever, i'm not sure is it a spiritual attack? pruning? or disciplining?
or am i thinking too much??

Sunday nite, after waitng for so long for that "right feeling and moment" ( <----that's rubbish), i decided to invite my friends for teens camp. so i ran around the dorm putting pieces of yellow paper on my friends desks. =D
okay, also on Sunday after hearing the sermon on Jesus can be comming any time, i had a greater burden for Kristine. she's not saved. and i was just thinking, if Jesus were to come during the service, then i wouldn'd have any more chances to do the only thing which i can't do in heaven- share the good news. so i sort of decided in my heart to wanna share the gospel woth Kristine somtime durning the week. then nicely i have this fever and have to go home. yup.

coming back to my post title "Quicken Thou me, O Lord."
it's from Psalm 119:25 "My soul cleaveth unto the dust: quicken thou me according to thy word."

I really need God to quicken me.

Lord help____

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