hmms..just thinking about it, it's funny. seldom people ask you to be yourself. i mean, i always try to live to everyone's expectations and stufff. n sometimes it can be quite tiring. i know we shouldn't be living like how others expect us, and live how God wants us to live. yadayadayadayada. but how often do we really do that? in school we live by what our friends think of us. if we're hardworking and they say we are smart n stuff..then we will want to prove them right. in church, everyone(or at least how i feel it's mainly everyone) expects us to be THAT christian. you know, mature, love God, holy, kind, loving..blahblahblah..and ya. so we try as we might to be who people want us to be and yet never once stopping to ask God who He wants us to be.



God, please help me to be who you want me to be. Help me to remeber that man sees the outside but You see the heart. I need You. Help me to start this new year, anew and afresh with you. Help me to pray more and love you more. Amen

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