last night didn't go teenz worship cos was at the coach recgonition awards 06' at the dunno what waterfront hotel near Great World. haha. it was grreat! so grand. had a 8 course dinner. yum yum. wennt with Khai Leng, Yvonne and Guo Pei. haha. then very funny..cos the guest of honour if i not wrong, looked like some one in track from another school. then we laughed. we had sportsmag in our goodie bags yaya..sportsmag had so many articles abt sports school pple..then i go and kop an extra one..coach sent me back and ya, bathed, went to sleep. oh ya, yest also was north zone colours and like hundred plus pple from ss all wearing bright red blazers..the hall was like all red..haha. then all the girls were "plaster. plaster." cos all wearing the black court shoes all kenna blister. last night while sitting at the dinner table legs felt really heavy. this morning went for training. wah, i almost died. legs were killing me, so heavy plus all the lactic. dunno whats up with me, didn't keep up with Yvo and Kl after the second set onwards..then cos after trng all plan go raffles city the NB shop to shop. then i couldn't go. but i was very touched by alll the care and concern of the runners. haha. they all ask me why cannot go even suggested waiting till after my worship practice..wow. just felt so good. cos i know pple care. =) issn't it great to know that pple care for you? lol..went to worship practice tired and feeling not so very ready to worship. ate with the rest of the worship team at Adams. went backand rested for half n hour in the sentury. so siok. ahaha..at 2 had christmas choir practice...then ya ended at ard 430. came home. i read newspapers to keep myself updated and here i am at the com. being chased to bathe *eeee. smelly* haha. okay, shall go bathe.

i haven't said anything to you or told you anything doesn't mean i'm alright. i'm just shutting up, keeping it in cos i don't wanna bother you anymore. you have many other better things to do. i'm hanging by the thread, wondering when will i let go.
argh..why is my mental so weak...
bring me back to that first love? will you?

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