Saturday, February 03, 2007
don't know if this is a good time to blog.
i just hope everything will be alright.in my heart, i'm wishing for you to come and talk to me.but how would you know i need to talk to you if i don't tell you.i feel i've been a burden to you. to him to.man, i've just been so moody this past few days. somehow, i feel so alone. so adrift.where are You?i'm just so confused. so frightenend.what kind of beast am i turning to?i just don't know who and what to trust.i can't believe this is happening to me.so full of self, pride and sin, i know.the devil's got me.why must it always turn out this way?what's wrong with me? why can't i change?is this just part of growing up or what?i wish i could just dissapear from the face of this Earth.take it as i never existed.what is life all about?can i live my life again? anew?talk to me, somebody. talk to me.wake me up. give a slap on my face.>when darkness turns to light, it ends tonite< i hope...
living by FAITH
for CHRIST
at 8:55 PM
